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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the system of karma, as consequence, exist within and as me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have karma exist within and as me manifesting as knee pain/problems in my left knee and somewhat in my right knee as carrying the past of relationships with boyfriends and my ex-husband. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself  to have karma exist within and as me manifesting as knee pain/problems in my left knee and somewhat in my right knee as carrying the past of relationships with family members and friends, employers, acquaintances.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself  to believe that karma exists and I must manifest consequence within my world as my ‘experiences’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think I must face my karma at the point of death, as in spiritual ascension-to ‘go to the next level of enlightenment’- instead of facing  the consequence of my actions responsibly ‘here’ in each moment, which is common sense.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe I can achieve some certain ‘vibration’ level so that I magically do not have to face my karma self honestly, in each ‘moment’ ‘here’ on earth, in a responsible way that is best for all life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not face myself in self honestly and face my fears as to why I ‘hide’ and not ‘look’ at what I have created in the moment as karma as consequence in each moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want a savior/magic/god/master/husband/boss to do the dirty work for me, ‘fix’ me, so that I do not have to face myself, in self honesty, face my fears head on without hiding/in full view, face my karma all alone, so it is ‘easy’ and I can continue hiding, resulting in me forever being subject to a master/slave relationship, bound in dependency and so not living self honestly as one and equal to all other human beings and existence in it’s entirety.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think and to believe I am too tired, frightened, weak, small, stupid, old to face my karma by myself and to eliminate this system in each moment ‘here’, as I birth myself as life in the physical.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think and to believe I am ‘special’, important, different, deserving, more ‘enlightened’ than others, divine, because of acquired knowledge and information ,when in self honesty I am only lost in ‘delusions of grandeur’ believing I am now no longer subject to ‘The Law of Karma’ in each moment of creation as life ‘here’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be directed by fear for my children and husband thinking , ‘I need to ‘save’ them because they do not know about living in self honestly ‘here’ in each moment with breath and must face their consequence as karma and manifest that consequence’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be directed by fear in not trusting my process and trusting that I am a living example to my children and husband and ‘telling’ them /badgering them about the Desteni I Process only pushes them away. Instead I accept and allow myself to be patient with my  process of self realization and self awareness and through ‘standing’ in each moment in self honesty, be a living example to all human beings, in equality and not in separation as in ‘specialness’ of family system existent on earth at this time.

The Money System:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deliberately deceive human beings into believing money, as in paper ‘bills’ is real. Or any substance given a ‘dollar value’ for that matter, as in an asset-home, gold, silver, commodity, stock, etc. is real. They do not see numbers have been assigned to these object, numbers that are in fact not required for distribution, cooperation and use.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be the system that lies to human beings so they believe the stock market is real and ‘follow’ it as if it is alive, life, believing in it’s ‘indicators’ as it goes up and down, a game, the rich always win. Lol.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deceive human beings into believing money has value above life itself. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be the very manifestation that caused one man to kill another, in my name, to possess me in order to live ‘better’ with ease and comfort, in self interest not caring if another suffers without me, in the lap of ‘luxury’ if only ‘you know my name’. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to enslave all human beings, animals, nature and mother earth herself to be controlled by me so that nothing and no one is free from my grip.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to obsess human beings minds to the extent that, almost each and every waking moment, humans thinks about getting more of me, ‘owning’ more of me, employment, unemployment, selling harmful substances to another to get more of me, selling their body to strangers just to have me, selling children as slaves, selling their own flesh and blood children as slaves, prostituting children for me, taking photos and videos of harming children and having sex with them, kidnapping and filming the murder of children for me, ME, murder, robbing another, lying and scamming another to steal their money, taking a huge salary ’cause they ‘can’ even though they know others will suffer, saving me, hoarding me, not sharing when they have alot of me for fear of the day when they will ‘need’ me,  fighting over me, making rude and incessant phone calls to collect me, leaving someone they love over me, gambling/risking their life, health, home to get me ‘easily/quickly’ even if it means their children won’t eat or have a roof over their heads tonight, believing you can ‘never be too rich’, they always want and need more, all of the humans want more.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become so important and life giving that human beings don’t even have a chance, they can only survive, they do not live, just a few of the ‘lucky’ rich ones. Yes, I give human beings time to enjoy, be creative, explore their world, relax, enjoy sex, great food, beautiful surroundings, no stress. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be the very manifestation that is so powerful in people’s belief that I AM LIFE. Without me , you are doomed, dead.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be so consuming that they attack viciously any attempt to bring common sense into a discussion to solve the world’s problems, lol, human’s think it is impossible.   I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be the very ‘root’ of the human belief, ‘it is impossible to change the world, to solve the world’s problems’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become so ‘complicated’ as in the world stock markets of gold, silver, commodities, stocks, bonds, the world banking system and game of bailing out the banks and countries and multi-national companies that human beings do not know they are being completely ‘duped’ and they do not understand how they give their power away to me and the few elite-super rich of this world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for causing great fear and immobility and fuckedness within the human beings consciousness systems to the tragic extent they have forgotten the truth of themselves, will not hear/listen to the truth, they have become one with me instead of one with life. They do not care that their brother suffers as long as they can protect their own ass with me so they do not see I am make-believe=in truth, it costs nothing to live here on earth, it requires only cooperation, distribution of resources, trust in one another.

Instead they trust me. Lol.  I am The Money System.

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