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There is good news and bad news to answer these questions with the coming of 2012.

The bad news is, yes, you are truly alone. The savior is none other than yourself. It is what is here. The answer to the world’s problems is so obvious, we have been blinded to what is in front of our own noses.  Why? Because of being lost in our own minds. We have been living as the mind, lost in the mind as the continual stream of consciousness as thoughts, feelings and emotions, memories, pictures in our mind that come up as our own pre-programming that we have created throughout our lives.

What answer would you have wanted? What kind of a ‘loving’ creator would want it’s creation to be dependent, helpless, a slave to a life/existence without effective answers, only ‘going through’ life to ‘learn lessons’ to which you have no ‘proof’ actually exist but you must live on ‘faith’ that it is so.  No, that is not the case as you can plainly ‘see’ in the world in which you live.  Mankind is not ‘evolving’ through lifetime lessons as you can plainly see, there exists today and throughout recorded history, spitefulness, murder, rape, starvation, war, famine, greed, inequality abounds.

So 2012 is the year when the world systems begin to fail us and we must take total responsibility to face ourselves, as the world, and begin to make changes. The savior is yourself because that is all there is. Look, what is here?  Human beings, the plant kingdom, the animal kingdom, the oceans, the sky, and then outward space. It is common sense but we have dwelt in the  private mind thinking our thoughts, feelings, emotions do not connect with all else in existence. This is not the case, all of what you resonate as, the past, present and future is indeed a ‘living’ part of the whole that creates reality.

What kind of a savior, at the pearly gates, says, ‘Let’s review your life. You lived in self interest only and did not act in the best interest of anyone but your tiny circle of family and friends. You ignored the suffering of the rest of humanity. Oh, ok, no problem, carry on.’  I would say a creator that is not benevolent and believes in ‘specialness’ and separation-JUST AS HUMAN BEINGS DO. That is a nasty game, what if you were one of those people who suffered a horrible life and death, or your child or parent? Why would you ‘follow/trust/worship’ a creator who did not care, who was no better than yourself/your ‘sins’?

It is frightening indeed to think that you are alone but it is also empowering because you are alone in the first ‘step’ part of your awakening only.  You will awaken, in fact, to the truth that you are not separate but one and equal to all other human beings = their pain is your pain. This is why we must heed the words, ‘Love thy neighbor as thyself’ because you are ‘thy neighbor’.

In stopping the mind you will awaken, you will begin a journey of becoming life from the physical and understand and realize the only solution to what is here is to do what is best for all. That is the common sense answer to heaven on earth.

2012 is the beginning of the end of separation, no more above and below but ‘as above, so below’ will become real. No more heaven & earth but heaven ON earth, as human beings learn to live one breath at a time, out of the mind of separation and back to the physical as ‘here’ in reality. No more carrying the past, present and future as imagined thoughts, memory but acceptance of what is real.

The first practical step to achieve this, each human becoming the savior, is the implementation of an Equal Money System. Level the playing field for all human beings here. A new starting point of equality to then move forward.

In conclusion, the savior is ‘here’. The savior is you. Alone is a word, alone is a thought. Be the solution as part of the whole. Fear is not real when you face it head on. Take responsibility for your earth, for what you have created. There are several beings at Desteni walking this process of awakening, please join us in BEING THE SAVIOR!

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There are two main reasons why I could hear the Desteni message.

First, there were many things I suppressed from childhood and young adulthood that Desteni spoke about in a common sense way that I found to be validating and awakened my, long since abandoned, sense of  self-trust.  Why do we blatantly ignore the suffering and death of so many millions of helpless children and obviously vulnerable people in our world?  Why do we not change our systems of economy and distribution of food and goods and services so this is corrected?  Why do we throw our hands in the air and say it is impossible to feed/take care of each other as one family? Why do people get pissed off when I try to talk about it? Why do we not see the evil of capitalism? Why do we spend trillions of dollars on an arms race that can never be ‘won’?  Why is ‘God’ unfair? Why do we die? Why is it not ‘right’ to question ‘God’?  Does God want children born with cerebral palsy? Why should I think/accept this is a loving God? Who’s God is ‘right’?   Why don’t the people who live with extreme abundance share with others the have nothing  and say one should learn and earn, yet they pass down this wealth from generation to generation-through a bull shit excuse called ‘birthright’?  Why don’t we change the rules to what is best for all ? I could go on and on and on.

Desteni does not manipulate and discuss these and several other issues with a silver tongue or kid gloves, neither in self interest. This group tackles these ‘difficult’ issue head on, no mincing of words. I appreciated that right away and felt empowered because I wanted answers to the devastation I saw in my world. Desteni does not offer information without a solution, I appreciated that too.  Desteni advocates for an Equal Money System to be implemented in our world.  Equality, real equality. Ok, I thought, I’ll keep reading and listening to these video interviews. Some of the interviews were done through a portal. The reason I had no problem with the portal, after I watched a few and accepted they were valid, is my second reason I could hear the Desteni message, which I will discuss shortly.

I watched the Jesus interviews and Audrey Hepburn interviews first. I have not reviewed them for awhile but what sticks with me is they were both consistent with the main message.  They both spoke about self responsibility and that human beings had ‘missed the mark’ regarding what is important in life-we have life ‘upside down’. Basically, that each person is responsible for the mess we have created here on earth, as a whole, and that each and every one must face themselves, see/be aware of self, apply self forgiveness and walk the self corrective path in each moment of each breath, if we are to make the changes necessary to survive.

Jesus said we are all the same, including himself, although he came to earth with a knowing and understanding and ‘seeing’ ability that we do not have, at this time . Unfortunately, his simple message of ‘love they neighbor as thyself’ and ‘do unto others as you would have them do unto you’ has not been heeded.  Now that all made sense to me. Audrey Hepburn drove home for me that, I too, am guilty, by participation and acceptance, of all the worlds current problems. I wanted to point fingers, still do, and blame and hate and be angry but as I learn to stand as one as all as equal this does not make sense and must be stopped, within myself first, that is my responsibility.

The second reason I listened to Desteni was I had experienced problems with my mind. I had experienced/heard voices in my head and listened to them until I was quite insane. I could not sleep and was barely able to function. I medicated myself with alcohol but then became an alcoholic. These voices seemed to ‘know’ things that were impossible and predicted things that quickly came true, several unexplainable things occurred to me over the years, the voices/communication terrified me at night so I also took sleep medication. I was able to ‘pull my self back together’ over a number of years so I was, once again, a  fully functional human being but subsequently questioned the sanity of ‘believing in/worshiping/trusting’ a creator that could produce such a fuck up. It was not that ‘difficult’ to become broken after all, it was not such extreme behavior that led to my ‘sickness’. I had obsessed, gone into, delved into my mind too deeply is all. Not suggesting that is the proper thing to do, of course it is not, but I thought no wonder so many people are mentally ill!  And so many people sadly kill themselves when hearing voices. So tragic and unecessary. I stopped the voices by simply stopping my mind=I did not listen to thoughts!  The booze helped tremendously ( sober 8 years now) and then belief in a ‘higher power’=spiritualism but mostly I did not listen to my mind and engage in the act of ‘thinking’ and it literally stopped the insanity. This occurred slowly over several years. But then, the question, ‘ what and why had this happened to me?’

I never went the medical-traditional route. They have little understanding of the mind. Thank god I didn’t. I would have been labled schizophrenic and given pills. I understand I self medicated. And I’m sure years of therapy with people who do not know about the mind!  They would try to ‘figure it out’ my mind/the mind.  I would have felt humiliated and ‘less than’. Desteni has make me  realize I am whole now, I need not ‘ascend’ any spiritual steps, I need not listen to or ‘figure out’ my mind.

So when I found the Desteni site I soon discovered they spoke about and explained the mind!  What a huge relief to me to find out I wasn’t crazy and wasn’t broken or I hadn’t crossed some spiritual line that was sacred. I was completely validated in that the mind is a program and everything in existence is in me already. Desteni has shown me that I had accessed -by mistake- thoughts that have been programmed into me and that it is not my ‘fault’ but it is my responsibility to stop the mind as it is not ‘life’ and is in fact what has caused all the fuck ups in this world through participating in thoughts, feelings and emotions. I do not need to be a slave to my ‘personality’ or my pre-programmed life, that is not who I am.

I am life ‘here’ in this moment of breath and I am learning to live this way. It is a process that is challenging but giving my life meaning beyond anything I ever imagined. I am becoming free of what I thought I was slave to: society, religion, being a woman in a man’s world, feeling alone in what I considered an insane world, fear of death, fear of poverty-or more accurately being middle class slave, addiction, fear of standing up/speaking up, fear of life, fear of myself-not being able to trust myself .

I trust myself more and more. Desteni has given me this, invaluable!

Thank you Desteni. I stand with you. I am one vote for an Equal Money System and World Equality!