January 2011
2011 – First Blog: My Process at Deteni
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/06/first-blog-my-process-at-desteni-journal-jan-411/
2011 – my process…SHUT UP
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/07/my-process-shut-up/
2011 – Loser and Gossip
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/10/loser-and-gossip/
2011 – Humiliation and the Money System
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/11/humiliation-and-the-money-system/
2011 – Good Intentions
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/11/good-intentions/
2011 – How I am not real…I change moment to moment
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/13/how-i-am-not-real-i-change-moment-to-moment/
2011 – My master fear shouts ‘hurry up’
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/14/my-master-fear-shouts-hurry-up/
2011 – hate and murder…it’s right there inside of me
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/19/hate-and-murder-its-right-there-inside-of-me/
2011 – News: Horrible images of the dead but I am numb
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/20/news-horrible-images-of-the-dead-but-i-am-numb/
2011 – Egomania
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/23/egomania/
2011 – Fear of Standing Up
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/23/fear-of-standing-up/
2011 – A Disaplined Life
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/25/a-disciplined-life/
2011 – The Existing Money System and Debt
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/01/28/the-existing-money-system-and-debt/
February 2011
2011 – Fear of Attack: My Process with Desteni
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/02/05/fear-of-attack-my-process-with-desteni/
2011 – My Friend Pika: Process, A First
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/02/07/my-friend-pika-process-a-first/
2011 – I Am One Vote For World Equality
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/02/08/i-am-one-vote-for-world-equality/
2011 – Self Trust & Common Sense
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/02/12/self-trust-common-sence/
2011 – Joy
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/02/14/joy/
2011 – Sugar Addiction
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/02/17/sugar-addiction/
2011 – Starting to Experience Life
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/02/23/starting-to-experience-life/
2011 – Why on Earth-lyrics
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/02/27/why-on-earth-by-sandy-jones-and-peter-linesman/
March 2011
2011 – Dropping the Ball and Chain
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/03/04/dropping-the-ball-and-chain/
2011 – Exploiting Cheap Labor: Does Ignorant = Innocent?
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/03/08/exploiting-cheap-labour-does-ignorant-innocent/
2011 – Comparison; Woman Against Woman
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/03/10/comparison-woman-against-woman/
2011 – Process: Changes
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/03/14/process-changes/
April 2011
2011 – Process: Facing my Fears…uh oh…Huge Step Back
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/04/12/process-facing-my-fears-uh-oh-huge-step-back/
2011 – I Fear Smoking: Self Forgiveness
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/04/12/process-facing-my-fears-uh-oh-huge-step-back/
2011 – I Fear Losing Money: Self Forgiveness
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/04/12/process-facing-my-fears-uh-oh-huge-step-back/
2011 – Are We Not ALL Princes Among Men?
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/04/21/are-we-all-not-princes-among-men/
May 2011
2011 – Al-Queda Recruits: What am I Missing Here?
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/05/01/al-queda-recruits-what-am-i-missing-here/
2011 – My Experience with the Real Estate Career Scam
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/05/03/my-experience-with-the-real-estate-career-sham/
2011 – Canadian Election Shocker: Hope for future equality…in the future
2011 – Why didn’t I take my Kids to Cool ‘Singalong’ Classes when They were Young?
2011 – I Hate My Husband; Anger/Blame
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/05/17/i-hate-my-husband-angerblame/
2011 – The End is Here, yes the end of BS with an Equal Money System
2011 – Banking: Price Increases…Insatiable Greed
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/05/31/banking-price-increases-no-one-asked-me/
2011 – Sport: Competition Destroys the Self Esteem of the large majority of our Children
2011 – Music: Beyonce Is A Bully
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/05/31/music-beyonce-is-a-bully/
June 2011
2011 – Why Sex Sells
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/06/10/why-sex-sells/
2011 – Mind Control – Cult – Beware !
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/06/10/mind-control-cult-beware/
2011 – MultiNational Greed and the Ugly Result
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/06/11/multinational-greed-and-the-ugly-result/
2011 – Causes of Poverty-Shocking Worldwide Statistics
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/06/14/causes-of-poverty-worldwide-statistics-shocking/
2011 – Vanity & Me: Self Forgiveness on the Beauty System
2011 – Realizations! Fear of Aging
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/06/25/realizations-fear-of-aging/
July 2011
2011 – Why I Stand for Equal Money and World Equality
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/07/01/why-i-stand-for-equal-money-and-world-equality/
2011 – Emotions and Re-defining ‘Beauty’
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/07/02/emotions-and-re-defining-beauty/
2011 – Where ‘God’ led me: An Exurpt from a Case Study on Alcoholism
2011 – Loss: What I now realize. What I will now accept and what I will not accept.
2011 – The Road To Hell is Paved With Good Intentions
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/07/26/the-road-to-hell-is-paved-with-good-intentions/
2011 – Quantum Self Realizations
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/07/26/quantum-self-realizations/
August 2011
2011 – Jealousy: My Sister got the Family Cottage
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/08/15/jealousy-my-sister-got-the-family-cottage/
2011 – Regret: The talk with my Dad
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/08/16/regret-the-talk-with-my-dad/
2011 – Trigger Points: Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Statements
2011 – Life as Survival of the Fittest Versus Life in an Equal Money System
2011 – Equal Money is Not Communism
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/08/21/equal-money-is-not-communism/
Septmeber 2011
2011 – What Happens when I Accept an Idea of ‘God’?
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/09/06/what-happens-when-i-accept-an-idea-of-god/
2011 – Experiences Keep Us Stuck
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/09/08/experiences-keep-us-stuck/
2011 – Self Forgiveness: Self Sabotage: The point of Inferiority
2011 – Self Forgiveness: Self Sabotage: Assumptions
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/09/22/self-forgiveness-self-sabotage-assumptions/
2011 – Self Forgiveness Book: Childhood: Thought Patterns
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/09/28/self-forgiveness-book-childhoodthought-patterns/
October 2011
2011 – Childhood Patterns: Inhibitions
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/10/02/childhood-patterns-inhibition/
2011 – Poverty & Pregnancy
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/10/06/poverty-and-pregnancy/
2011 – Childhood Memories: Humiliation
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/10/08/childhood-memories-humiliation/
2011 – Self Forgiveness: Childhood Memories: Submissive Women
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/10/14/sf-childhood-memories-submissive-women/
2011- Unplanned Pregnancy & Equal Money
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/10/16/unplannedunwanted-pregnancy-and-equal-money/
2011 – FAQ: Will Indigenous People Preserve their ‘Rights’ to live Outside the System?
2011 – FAQ Equal Money: Will I have to Wait in Line for Bread?
2011 – The Future of Money 2012: Will There Be Banks in an Equal Money System?
November 2011
2011 – Self Forgiveness on Childhood: Thought Patterns: Fear of Men
2011 – Process: Letting Go of my Relationship Personality
2011 – Self Forgiveness: Thought Patterns: Boyfriends
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/11/07/self-forgiveness-boyfriends-thought-patterns/
2011 – Self Forgiveness: High School Girlfriends
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/11/10/self-forgiveness-high-school-girlfriends/
2011 – Self Forgiveness: Thought Patterns: Family-In-Laws
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/11/13/sf-thought-patterns-family-in-laws/
2011 – Self Forgiveness: Thought Patterns: My Father’s Drinking
2011 – FAQ: Equal money System: Are you just going to print cash?
2011 – FAQ: Equal Money System: Will there be Euthanasia?
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/11/20/faq-equal-money-system-will-there-be-euthanasia/
2011 – FAQ: Equal Money System 2020: BIG (Basic Income Grant)
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/11/20/faq-equal-money-system-2020-basic-income-grant/
2011 – Process: Fantasies of Older Men: Realizations and Self Corrective Statements
December 2011
2011 – Self Forgiveness: Thought Patterns: Teen/Young Adult
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/12/07/memories-thought-patterns-self-forgiveness/
2011 – FAQ: Equal Money System 2020: No more cheap glasses that ruin your eyes!
2011 – FAQ: The End of Weapons Production with Equal Money
2011 – FAQ: Equal Money System 2020: No More OWS (Occupy Wall Street)
2011 – FAQ: Equal Money System 2020: Free World Travel
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/12/12/faq-equal-money-system-2020-free-world-travel/
2011 – FAQ: Equal Money System 2020: No more Deepak Chopra
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/12/13/faq-equal-money-system-2020no-more-deepak-chopra/
2011 – Self Forgiveness on Use of Sleep Aids
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/12/24/self-forgiveness-on-use-of-sleep-aids/
2011 – Self Forgiveness on Alcoholism
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2011/12/30/self-forgiveness-on-alcoholism/
January 2012
2012 – Self Forgiveness on ‘Happy” Childhood Memories
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/01/02/self-forgiveness-on-happy-childhood-memories/
2012 – Self Forgiveness As Last Life
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/01/05/self-forgiveness-as-last-life/
2012 – Self Forgiveness As Another: The Money System
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/01/06/self-forgiveness-as-another-the-money-system/
2012 – Self Forgiveness As Another: Parents, siblings, world systems, other
2012 – Self Forgiveness: Karma
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/01/08/self-forgiveness-karma/
2012 – Self Forgiveness on Magic: The Role of Time
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/01/10/self-forgiveness-on-magic-the-role-of-time/
2012 – 2012 Why I Could Hear the Desteni Message
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/01/21/2012-why-i-could-hear-the-desteni-message/
2012 – 2012 Is it more than a Prediction? Is it the End?
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/01/20/2012-is-it-more-than-a-prediction-is-it-the-end/
2012 – 2012 Are you truly Alone? Where is the Savior?
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/01/24/2012-are-you-truly-alone-where-is-the-savior/
2012 – 2012: Facing the Religion of Self
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/01/27/2012-facing-the-religion-of-self/
February 2012
2012 – 2012: What Does it Mean to Live Absolute?
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/02/07/2012-what-does-it-mean-to-live-absolute/
2012 – 2012: Will You Survive the Financial Collapse?
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/02/07/2012-will-you-survive-the-financial-collapse/
2012 – Eckhart Tolle’s New Earth: Did I take that seriously?
2012 – History of the Interdimentional Portal
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/02/23/history-of-the-interdimentional-porta/
March 2012
2012 – Wayne Dyer’s ‘Power of Intention’ What Purpose Does it Serve?
2012 – Economics: Ownership: The Lie that Kills
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/03/05/economics-ownership-the-lie-that-kills/
2012 – Secrets of Masturbation: Why even talk about it? Isn’t anything private anymore?
2012 – ‘A Course in Miracles’ : The miracle did nothing to improve my life
2012 – Voices in the Mind are Deception Not a Higher Power
April 2012
2012 – W. Dyer: Looking at “The Power Of Intention”
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/04/05/w-dyer-looking-at-the-power-of-intention/
2012 – Re-defining Education: Social Develpment 1 to 6 months
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/04/09/re-education-social-development-1-to-6-months/
2012 – Healing Resentment: I’m So Pissed at My Husband!
https://sandymacgillivray.wordpress.com/2012/04/09/healing-resentment-im-so-pissed-at-my-husband/
2012 – Sandy’s Journey To Life: Day 1: Resistance
http://sandysjourneytolife.wordpress.com/2012/04/27/sandys-journey-to-life-day-1-resistance/
2012 – Sandy’s Journey To Life: Day 2: Failed Relationships
May 2012
2012 – Day 3: I Hate that Rich Bitch: Facing Jealousy, Regret, Spite
2012 Day 4: Failed Relationships: Facing My Father
2012 – Day 5: Failed Relationships: Facing my Father 2
http://sandysjourneytolife.wordpress.com/2012/05/13/day-5-failed-relationships-facing-my-father-2/
2012 – Day 6: Failed Realtionships: My Mom: Being Bitchy to Store Clerks and My Partner
http://sandysjourneytolife.wordpress.com/2012/05/16/day-6-failed-relationships-my-mom/
2012 – Day 7: Facing my Father 3 : Little Girls are Inferior
2012 – Day 8: Failed Relationships: Rushing
http://sandysjourneytolife.wordpress.com/2012/05/23/day-8-failed-relationships-rushing/
2012 – Day 9: Personality Patterns: I Am Mom
http://sandysjourneytolife.wordpress.com/2012/05/26/day-9-personality-patterns-i-am-mom/
2012 – Day 10: Personality Patterns: I Am Mom the Protector
http://sandysjourneytolife.wordpress.com/2012/05/28/day-10-my-mom-personality-cont/
June 2012
2012 – Day 11: Mom as the possession of Worry
2012 – Day 12: Me as Mom: Summer Camp for the Rich
http://sandysjourneytolife.wordpress.com/2012/06/06/day-12-me-as-mom-summer-camp-for-the-rich/
2012 – Day 13: Facing Me as Mom: The Wicked Wealthy Ski Chalet